I love you.
I love you more than I ever knew it was possible to love someone.
You have put me through hell and back.
And I still love you.
But on the other side of that lies hate.
A hatred I never ever thought I could feel inside my body.
Especially not towards you.
How is it possible to love and hate someone so much all at the same time.
I look at you and feel pain.
I look at you and feel hope.
Still.
But this is a journey you have to take on your own.
Because if you don’t, we will destroy each other and everyone else in our path.
I can’t make you any promises. And I won’t.
But you are a good man, with a good heart.
You need to realize that and help yourself in every way possible so that you can have the life and love you deserve to have. You are worthy of so much more than feeling the way you feel most days.
I am begging you.
Get the help.
Admitting weakness and seeking help…that is true strength.
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